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Sometimes I feel a little petrified
Sometimes I feel like I could have died
Sometimes I worry bout the strangest things
I mess all of these things up
I make all of these mistakes
Maybe that’s why it hurts so much when my heart breaks
Another show, another drink
Another joke, and then it clicks
Another reason to say goodbye
You might miss it if you blink
No, it's not, what you might think
Another reason to say goodbye
Another reason to say you Love Me
Another reason To say you Hate Me
Another reason to say goodbye
Another reason to say you Need Me
Another reason to say you'll Leave Me
Another reason to say goodbye
What if I'm not good enough
What if my thoughts aren't pure enough
What if I fall in love with her, what if I don’t
What if my words are out of place
What if my lips don't taste right
What if she don’t like the look on my face
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C U Monday
03:57
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I thought you said you were going out tonight
I thought you said we were going to see the lights
I thought you said you were going to be just fine, just for the night
Bring all the vodka, we’ll run out anyway
We’ll take my car and we’ll drive it in the rain
We’ll get drunk and we’ll probably catch the train
It doesn't matter cause we’ll meet again someday
Maybe even Monday
I just wanna tell her exactly how I feel
The things she does makes me feel unreal
If I could, I'd just tell her everything
And we’d be in love forever and ever
The things she's saying
The way she acts around me
Is all the signs I need for me to think that she does
Care for me too
Don’t tell me now that you need me
Don’t tell me now that you love me
Don’t tell me now that you’ve gone too far
Don’t tell me now that you feel me
Don’t tell me now that you see me
Don’t tell me now that you want my love
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3. |
New York
04:50
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I guess I should move on
I guess I should dream on
I guess I should close my heart
To any part of your life
I guess I should wake up
From living in your eyes
I guess I should see from your side
That I'm not your type
But I don't know how much this has taken of me
Yeah I don't know because it's getting harder to see
Cause you make me feel like I'm worth nothinin in this world
Cause you make me feel like I'm worth nothin at all
I thought we would last longer
Didn't think it would go so fast
All of the things I told you are caught up in the past
And if you think were done
Then go ahead and bring me down
There's not much that you can take
All of the love that you faked
But I don't know how much this has taken of me
Cause I don't know, because it's getting harder to breath
Cause you make me feel like there's nothinin else in this world
And you make me feel like I'm worth nothin at all
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Constellation
03:26
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I know its hard to find someone you love
I know Its hard to find someone to trust
I've searched my whole life
For the feeling of her
It's deep and it's dark
And it's sometimes dangerous
It just gets you hurt
If the stars could tell a story
I wonder what they’d say
Tell me why I keep on pushing you away
I can see that you love me
So what am I doin
Why do I think of things
After they’ve been ruined
Still get that feeling in my chest when she smiles at me
Am I falling in love no I couldn't be
I don’t know what I'm feeling
But I wanna feel good
Please rain on Wednesday morning
Cause I can’t stand another night with you
I don’t like how I feel whenever you are around
I really can’t stop thinking bout you
It’s driving me insane
I wonder if you see these eyes
Tell me, are you entertained
Still get that feeling in my chest when she smiles at me
Am I falling in love no I couldn't be
I don’t know what I'm feeling
But I wanna feel good
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5. |
She's On Her Way
03:44
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I get this feeling in my chest when she smiles at me
I get this feeling in my heart that it’s meant to be
I don’t know what it is but it's holding me back
She’s always asking me if I am doing ok
I say I am but I really just want her to stay
It’s the look in her eyes that I know that she cares
She looks so happy when she’s dancing
She only loves me when she’s drinking
I don’t know if I’m scared to be hers
Or if Im just scared to be hurt
I get the shivers down my back every time she leaves
It’s a feeling that I’m feeling that she doesn’t see
I can see that it’s good but I’m running away
I only ever really want her when I’m lonely
I only ever really want her when I’m far from home
Why can’t I feel it, it's a theory that I’ll never know
She looks so happy when she’s dancing
She only loves me when she’s drinking
I don’t know if I’m scared to be hers
Or if Im just scared to be hurt
I feel like I'm letting everybody down
And I’m tired all the time
Sex just isn't doing it for me at all
And I can’t endure it anymore
She looks so happy when she’s dancing
She only loves me when she’s drinking
I don’t know if I’m scared to be hers
Or if Im just scared to be hurt
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An old man walks down the street in New York City
A young girl sees him in the dark
He can feel her self-pity
I never knew it would turn out like this
A moment of love to a moment of bliss
And everything started that one Christmas
I leant in right over and gave you a kiss
I guess I should have listened to everything that she said
And I guess I should have listened to all the voices in my head
I don't want to know you
I think I'd rather be dead
You never gave me the chance to behold you
You forget all the times that I told you I loved you
And all the times I said I adored you
And all of the things that I ever did for you
But none of it matters now
I see it so clearly somehow
Everyone told me to run
But I stayed
I don't know what that gets me
But I hope it gets me you
I dread the day that your gone
Cause I don't, I don't know what I’d do
I’d run through these streets, looking for you
Look through every house and every room that I could find
The morning is cold
And the night time’s even colder
Every morning I wake
I wish I was on something harder
Because a bed's too good for me
Just stuck here staring at the TV
Hoping that it somehow, somehow gets louder
I don't care how much it would cost me
As long as I could bring you home to me
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Tangerine
04:40
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I don’t wanna run, I wanna be just fine
I don’t wanna be scared anymore
I'm finding it hard to fall for someone new
When every time I end up getting hurt
I don’t want to be alone
But I’m afraid of things that might go wrong
And if I told you everything that I feel
I’m afraid you’d realize and that’s not ideal
I don’t wanna tell anyone about this
My head already hurts and I’m only thinking
About the worst of outcomes cause that’s all I can see
You’re so perfect, but then there’s me
I don’t want to be alone
But I’m afraid of things that might go wrong
And if I told you everything that I feel
I’m afraid you’d realize and that’s not ideal
I’d like to take my brain out for a while
Take my eyes out but then I couldn’t see you smile
I sometimes think too much except when I’m thinking of you
The happiest of times are when you're on my mind
I don’t want to be alone
But I’m afraid of things that might go wrong
And if I told you everything that I feel
I’m afraid you’d realize and that’s not ideal
I don’t want to be alone
Cause I’m afraid of things that might go wrong
And if I told you everything that I feel
I’m afraid you’d realize and that’s not ideal
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8. |
2:30
03:28
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I still don't know what I'm doing here
A place I loved to a place I fear
What's the difference anyway
I thought that I had escaped this place
The place I go when I see your face
It reminds me of mistakes I've made
Years ago when I was back at school
When we had jobs and we thought we were cool
And now you've taken that away
Oh how I'm wishing, I’m wishin we would stay
At the cabin we were late
But we've already paid
Nah I don't mean money
We've both made mistakes
And the cab was late
Now we're already home
Fighting again, like we already know
That it's over
All I wanted was someone to love
All I wanted was someone to care for me
All I had was the back of my mind
Telling me, careful of your OCD
I'm so scared of being alone
I don't see anyone coming home for me
The lights out and I'm going to sleep
Can feel the thunder underneath my feet
Tried my best, been abused
Wasted my time, waiting for you
Time to leave, fly away
Won't stick around just to hear you say
You're going home, you're leaving me lonely
Look at the clock and it's only 2:30
Time to leave, fly away
Won't stick around just to hear you say
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Wine
04:38
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She’s my muse
She’s my everything and more
She’s the first thing I think about when I wake up
And the only thing I think about when I’m driving home
She is the love of my life if I could ever turn this thing off
Cause times change
And I’ve changed too
I don’t think that you realize
But you’re
Like wine
I send you everything that I think you’ll like
It only hurts a little bit when you don’t reply
My mothers been warning me not to get too involved
Cause she’s seen everything
She’s seen this happen before
But I don’t know if you're different
I don’t know if you’ll break my heart
I don’t know if things will change this time
Or if we’ll end up back at the start
You're like a bottle of wine
I want you all of the time
You're like a bottle of wine
I want you all of the time
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10. |
Golden View
05:12
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I always thought that I had to be with someone
To stop feeling so alone
But lately, I’ve been thinking, thinkin so
Maybe I don’t need someone after all
Oh I’ve been thinkin, thinkin, thinkin bout her every night
24 hours of the day
And it’s not about the way her hair falls out of place
It’s the way she makes me feel when she looks at my face
She is the first person that makes me feel like me
A false sense of happiness and a true sense of security
It’s times like these where I need to move on
But I’ll stick around, need an excuse to write another song
I can be the one that you run to if you want
I don’t know if I’m ready
I don’t care if I’m not
Time will tell, time will tell
Oh baby, if I’m gonna go through with this
But I have to decide if I’m ready to be hurt again
Tell me now if you go
Will you leave me right here on the floor
Tell me now if It's over
Will it ever start again
Tell me now if you go my girl
Will you leave me right here on the floor
Tell me now if It's over
Will it ever start again
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11. |
The Battle
03:44
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You put me in this position
You made me your opposition
I tried too hard to understand
You broke the window
And I broke the glass
Now there's nothing left but broken words and stolen cash
Don’t calm me down
I’m breaking up
And I’m walking out on you
I knew I was in for it as soon as you came into the room
It started going round that maybe there was something for me to do
I called up your old man and asked him for a cigarette
I met up with your mum and asked her if she had any regrets
Don’t calm me down
I’m breaking up
And I’m walking out on you
Don’t breathe me in
I’ll breathe you out
Your life is toxic
And I’ve already lost the battle
Don't calm me down
I'm breaking up
And I'm walking out on you
Dont breathe me in
I'll breathe you out
Your life is toxic
And I've already lost the battle
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Find me a place where the trees don't grow
Find me a place to call home
Find me a place where the sun doesn't shine
Find me a place where you can't find
Take me, far away
Take me, to Sunday
This place is a prison
A temple of visions
A voice in my mind
Taking its time
Don't know who he is
Or where she got my number from
Called on the home phone
There's nobody there
Called in on my way home
Did nothing but stare
My drinks almost empty
And the shops are all closed
Take me, far away
Take me, to Sunday
Take me, home again
Take me, to you
I'll take you to everything
I'll take you anywhere
I'll take you to the end of the earth
Cause I don't really care
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Rhys Prosser Perth, Australia
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