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Monophobia

by Rhys Prosser

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    1. Another Reason (To Say Goodbye)
    2. C U Monday
    3. New York
    4. Constellation
    5. She's On Her Way
    6. I Guess I Should Have Listened
    7. Tangerine
    8. 2:30
    9. Wine
    10. Golden View
    11. The Battle
    12. Everything Happens For Her

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1.
Sometimes I feel a little petrified Sometimes I feel like I could have died Sometimes I worry bout the strangest things I mess all of these things up I make all of these mistakes Maybe that’s why it hurts so much when my heart breaks Another show, another drink Another joke, and then it clicks Another reason to say goodbye You might miss it if you blink No, it's not, what you might think Another reason to say goodbye Another reason to say you Love Me Another reason To say you Hate Me Another reason to say goodbye Another reason to say you Need Me Another reason to say you'll Leave Me Another reason to say goodbye What if I'm not good enough What if my thoughts aren't pure enough What if I fall in love with her, what if I don’t What if my words are out of place What if my lips don't taste right What if she don’t like the look on my face
2.
C U Monday 03:57
I thought you said you were going out tonight I thought you said we were going to see the lights I thought you said you were going to be just fine, just for the night Bring all the vodka, we’ll run out anyway We’ll take my car and we’ll drive it in the rain We’ll get drunk and we’ll probably catch the train It doesn't matter cause we’ll meet again someday Maybe even Monday I just wanna tell her exactly how I feel The things she does makes me feel unreal If I could, I'd just tell her everything And we’d be in love forever and ever The things she's saying The way she acts around me Is all the signs I need for me to think that she does Care for me too Don’t tell me now that you need me Don’t tell me now that you love me Don’t tell me now that you’ve gone too far Don’t tell me now that you feel me Don’t tell me now that you see me Don’t tell me now that you want my love
3.
New York 04:50
I guess I should move on I guess I should dream on I guess I should close my heart To any part of your life I guess I should wake up From living in your eyes I guess I should see from your side That I'm not your type But I don't know how much this has taken of me Yeah I don't know because it's getting harder to see Cause you make me feel like I'm worth nothinin in this world Cause you make me feel like I'm worth nothin at all I thought we would last longer Didn't think it would go so fast All of the things I told you are caught up in the past And if you think were done Then go ahead and bring me down There's not much that you can take All of the love that you faked But I don't know how much this has taken of me Cause I don't know, because it's getting harder to breath Cause you make me feel like there's nothinin else in this world And you make me feel like I'm worth nothin at all
4.
I know its hard to find someone you love I know Its hard to find someone to trust I've searched my whole life For the feeling of her It's deep and it's dark And it's sometimes dangerous It just gets you hurt If the stars could tell a story I wonder what they’d say Tell me why I keep on pushing you away I can see that you love me So what am I doin Why do I think of things After they’ve been ruined Still get that feeling in my chest when she smiles at me Am I falling in love no I couldn't be I don’t know what I'm feeling But I wanna feel good Please rain on Wednesday morning Cause I can’t stand another night with you I don’t like how I feel whenever you are around I really can’t stop thinking bout you It’s driving me insane I wonder if you see these eyes Tell me, are you entertained Still get that feeling in my chest when she smiles at me Am I falling in love no I couldn't be I don’t know what I'm feeling But I wanna feel good
5.
I get this feeling in my chest when she smiles at me I get this feeling in my heart that it’s meant to be I don’t know what it is but it's holding me back She’s always asking me if I am doing ok I say I am but I really just want her to stay It’s the look in her eyes that I know that she cares She looks so happy when she’s dancing She only loves me when she’s drinking I don’t know if I’m scared to be hers Or if Im just scared to be hurt I get the shivers down my back every time she leaves It’s a feeling that I’m feeling that she doesn’t see I can see that it’s good but I’m running away I only ever really want her when I’m lonely I only ever really want her when I’m far from home Why can’t I feel it, it's a theory that I’ll never know She looks so happy when she’s dancing She only loves me when she’s drinking I don’t know if I’m scared to be hers Or if Im just scared to be hurt I feel like I'm letting everybody down And I’m tired all the time Sex just isn't doing it for me at all And I can’t endure it anymore She looks so happy when she’s dancing She only loves me when she’s drinking I don’t know if I’m scared to be hers Or if Im just scared to be hurt
6.
An old man walks down the street in New York City A young girl sees him in the dark He can feel her self-pity I never knew it would turn out like this A moment of love to a moment of bliss And everything started that one Christmas I leant in right over and gave you a kiss I guess I should have listened to everything that she said And I guess I should have listened to all the voices in my head I don't want to know you I think I'd rather be dead You never gave me the chance to behold you You forget all the times that I told you I loved you And all the times I said I adored you And all of the things that I ever did for you But none of it matters now I see it so clearly somehow Everyone told me to run But I stayed I don't know what that gets me But I hope it gets me you I dread the day that your gone Cause I don't, I don't know what I’d do I’d run through these streets, looking for you Look through every house and every room that I could find The morning is cold And the night time’s even colder Every morning I wake I wish I was on something harder Because a bed's too good for me Just stuck here staring at the TV Hoping that it somehow, somehow gets louder I don't care how much it would cost me As long as I could bring you home to me
7.
Tangerine 04:40
I don’t wanna run, I wanna be just fine I don’t wanna be scared anymore I'm finding it hard to fall for someone new When every time I end up getting hurt I don’t want to be alone But I’m afraid of things that might go wrong And if I told you everything that I feel I’m afraid you’d realize and that’s not ideal I don’t wanna tell anyone about this My head already hurts and I’m only thinking About the worst of outcomes cause that’s all I can see You’re so perfect, but then there’s me I don’t want to be alone But I’m afraid of things that might go wrong And if I told you everything that I feel I’m afraid you’d realize and that’s not ideal I’d like to take my brain out for a while Take my eyes out but then I couldn’t see you smile I sometimes think too much except when I’m thinking of you The happiest of times are when you're on my mind I don’t want to be alone But I’m afraid of things that might go wrong And if I told you everything that I feel I’m afraid you’d realize and that’s not ideal I don’t want to be alone Cause I’m afraid of things that might go wrong And if I told you everything that I feel I’m afraid you’d realize and that’s not ideal
8.
2:30 03:28
I still don't know what I'm doing here A place I loved to a place I fear What's the difference anyway I thought that I had escaped this place The place I go when I see your face It reminds me of mistakes I've made Years ago when I was back at school When we had jobs and we thought we were cool And now you've taken that away Oh how I'm wishing, I’m wishin we would stay At the cabin we were late But we've already paid Nah I don't mean money We've both made mistakes And the cab was late Now we're already home Fighting again, like we already know That it's over All I wanted was someone to love All I wanted was someone to care for me All I had was the back of my mind Telling me, careful of your OCD I'm so scared of being alone I don't see anyone coming home for me The lights out and I'm going to sleep Can feel the thunder underneath my feet Tried my best, been abused Wasted my time, waiting for you Time to leave, fly away Won't stick around just to hear you say You're going home, you're leaving me lonely Look at the clock and it's only 2:30 Time to leave, fly away Won't stick around just to hear you say
9.
Wine 04:38
She’s my muse She’s my everything and more She’s the first thing I think about when I wake up And the only thing I think about when I’m driving home She is the love of my life if I could ever turn this thing off Cause times change And I’ve changed too I don’t think that you realize But you’re Like wine I send you everything that I think you’ll like It only hurts a little bit when you don’t reply My mothers been warning me not to get too involved Cause she’s seen everything She’s seen this happen before But I don’t know if you're different I don’t know if you’ll break my heart I don’t know if things will change this time Or if we’ll end up back at the start You're like a bottle of wine I want you all of the time You're like a bottle of wine I want you all of the time
10.
Golden View 05:12
I always thought that I had to be with someone To stop feeling so alone But lately, I’ve been thinking, thinkin so Maybe I don’t need someone after all Oh I’ve been thinkin, thinkin, thinkin bout her every night 24 hours of the day And it’s not about the way her hair falls out of place It’s the way she makes me feel when she looks at my face She is the first person that makes me feel like me A false sense of happiness and a true sense of security It’s times like these where I need to move on But I’ll stick around, need an excuse to write another song I can be the one that you run to if you want I don’t know if I’m ready I don’t care if I’m not Time will tell, time will tell Oh baby, if I’m gonna go through with this But I have to decide if I’m ready to be hurt again Tell me now if you go Will you leave me right here on the floor Tell me now if It's over Will it ever start again Tell me now if you go my girl Will you leave me right here on the floor Tell me now if It's over Will it ever start again
11.
The Battle 03:44
You put me in this position You made me your opposition I tried too hard to understand You broke the window And I broke the glass Now there's nothing left but broken words and stolen cash Don’t calm me down I’m breaking up And I’m walking out on you I knew I was in for it as soon as you came into the room It started going round that maybe there was something for me to do I called up your old man and asked him for a cigarette I met up with your mum and asked her if she had any regrets Don’t calm me down I’m breaking up And I’m walking out on you Don’t breathe me in I’ll breathe you out Your life is toxic And I’ve already lost the battle Don't calm me down I'm breaking up And I'm walking out on you Dont breathe me in I'll breathe you out Your life is toxic And I've already lost the battle
12.
Find me a place where the trees don't grow Find me a place to call home Find me a place where the sun doesn't shine Find me a place where you can't find Take me, far away Take me, to Sunday This place is a prison A temple of visions A voice in my mind Taking its time Don't know who he is Or where she got my number from Called on the home phone There's nobody there Called in on my way home Did nothing but stare My drinks almost empty And the shops are all closed Take me, far away Take me, to Sunday Take me, home again Take me, to you I'll take you to everything I'll take you anywhere I'll take you to the end of the earth Cause I don't really care

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'Monophobia' is the debut album by Rhys Prosser. A long-awaited album that was seven years in the making,

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released April 12, 2024

Written and Performed by Rhys Prosser.
All Instruments and Vocals by Rhys Prosser.
Mixed by Rhys Prosser.
Mastered by Emmett Carroll and Rhys Prosser at Emerald Room Studios.
Produced, Arranged, and Engineered by Rhys Prosser.
Album Art by Rhys Prosser.
Written, Recorded, Mixed at Belle Studio Records, Perth, WA.

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